17 sept

kadang aku tak faham apahal manusia sekitar ni tak boleh mudahkan urusan aku, senangkan hari hari aku etc. kenapa aku jugak yang kena settle kan walaupun hal hal kecik je? aku ni dicipta untuk pikul beban orang ke apa? aku pelik. 

apahal semua orang bodoh sangat ke apa ni? tolonglah fikir pasal aku ni sikit. korang fikir aku ni macam takde masalah lain ke? penat sial.

15 ramadan

i know that a flys eggs will turn into maggots, an underwater snail is asexual, human skin has many layers, all by experiment as a kid. but as i grow up, i feel more difficult to deal with the truth, mainly bigger things that involve emotions (out of curiosity). i know now that i rather not always know, because not all discovery is victory.  i let some curiosity slip in- i learned not to know if knowing means it will shatter my heart and hope. yes, i rather not know.

najis

macam tahi. 
ko tahu tak tahi? 
haa, tahi tu macam ko lah.